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Re: Little Miracle

#51 Post by Gav » Mon Mar 08, 2004 3:32 am

Congratulations to the both of you.<br><br>Make your decision based on your own reasons, not on others'. <p></p><i></i>

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#52 Post by Kurdt » Mon Mar 08, 2004 6:16 am

<!--EZCODE QUOTE START--><blockquote><strong><em>Quote:</em></strong><hr>Truth is we'd love to have it but we just dont know if its the right time, of course there is the other stuff like finicial stuff which is important but if we had it we could easily scrape buy but they still have to be considered.<hr></blockquote><!--EZCODE QUOTE END--><br>Yeah, I was going to ask if y'all were financially able to have it or not. Then again, as long as you guys work hard, it can be made to work. Take a look in the Great Debate thread. Mariachi brought up the subject of pregnancy and I went into a whole spiel about my uncle and aunt's life. Pretty inspiring stuff. I'd imagine it'll help in the decision-making process. Just remember, our hearts and prayers are with you guys always.<br><br>Are the both of y'all in University right now? Would you drop out if you decided to have the kid? <p>-----------------------<br>CrisS<br>Writer/PR Assistant<br>King's Quest IX: Every Cloak Has A Silver Lining<br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://www.kq9.org">www.kq9.org</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--><br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.sighost.us/members/thelongwa ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br>"Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are. Crack a smile and cut your mouth and drown in alcohol."<br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.howtobeahero.com/images/type ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://www.howtobeahero.com">Be a Hero.</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--></p><i></i>

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Re: Little Miracle

#53 Post by Vildern » Mon Mar 08, 2004 1:08 pm

*We don't know yet*, says an escaping voice.<br> <p><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.darkestlight.net/hosted/vilsig.gif" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br>"An air show? Why would anyone pay to see air?" --Inspector Gadget. <br><br></p><i></i>

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#54 Post by Kurdt » Mon Mar 08, 2004 2:24 pm

*as a news anchor*<br><br>Vildern McLintock, spokesperson for the couple, says that they are still in limbo as to what to do, that they "don't know yet" and we expect their response within the next couple of weeks. While we wait with bated breath, the world slowly turns. Film at 11!<br><br>ZING! <p>-----------------------<br>CrisS<br>Writer/PR Assistant<br>King's Quest IX: Every Cloak Has A Silver Lining<br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://www.kq9.org">www.kq9.org</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--><br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.sighost.us/members/thelongwa ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br>"Follow me into the desert as thirsty as you are. Crack a smile and cut your mouth and drown in alcohol."<br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.howtobeahero.com/images/type ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://www.howtobeahero.com">Be a Hero.</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--></p><i></i>

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Re: Little Miracle

#55 Post by Vildern » Mon Mar 08, 2004 2:58 pm

That was funny.<br>Though.<br>Not as mine.<br> <p><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.darkestlight.net/hosted/vilsig.gif" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br>"An air show? Why would anyone pay to see air?" --Inspector Gadget. <br><br></p><i></i>

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Re: Little Miracle

#56 Post by Gav » Tue Mar 09, 2004 8:33 am

Nah, I think Kurt's was funnier.<br><br>But good job anyway. <p></p><i></i>

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Re: Little Miracle

#57 Post by Spikey » Tue Mar 09, 2004 6:58 pm

*STOP*<br>*<<*<br>*>*<br><br><!--EZCODE QUOTE START--><blockquote><strong><em>Quote:</em></strong><hr>Nah, I think Kurt's was funnier.<br><br>But good job anyway.<hr></blockquote><!--EZCODE QUOTE END--> <br><br><br> <p><br><br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://members.lycos.nl/rustedpipe/spikey8.jpg" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--></p><i></i>

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Re: Little Miracle

#58 Post by Angelus3K » Wed Mar 17, 2004 5:32 pm

UPDATE:<br><br>Well, we've just got back from the hospital, Deb had her blood pressure taken and some blood taken (which she HATED lol) and then had a swab.<br><br>We have until Sunday to decide as thats when the tablet will be given to her to end the pregnancy and then we'll go back on Tuesday to take another tablet and we'll have to stay in the hospital until its over which can take upto 8 hours.<br><br>So thats what would happen as I say we have until Sunday to decide so til then same forum same thread <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START ;) --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... s/wink.gif ALT=";)"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <p><div align="left"><embed width="320" height="226" src="http://www.eternal-anubis.com/Images/sig/Neo.swf"></div> <br> Visit <a href="http://www.eternal-anubis.com" target="_new">Eternal Anubis</a> - A work in Progres by Vamp.</p><i></i>

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#59 Post by VampD3 » Wed Mar 17, 2004 5:42 pm

well, my arm is dead after getting blood took, it was awful.<br><br>I'm really scared, upset and worried. The whole thing was very emotional!!<br><br>After a long think about it I had decided having a baby right now is not right for me. I went along and the doctor said that I would be given a tablet on sunday which would start to end the pregnancy and then come back home for a bit and do normal things and then go back on the tuesday 48 hours later and get given another tablet and I would have to stay in till the termination was over. It can take up to 6 hours. During which time I will have VERY bad labour type pains, heavy bleeding, sickness. They can give you morphene (very very strong) for the pain if you choose it, otherwise you lie in bed and watch tv etc in pain and bleed till its over during which time the nurse takes your blood pressure etc. Then you go back home.<br><br>The whole thing sounds so so bad and very upsetting. Even when I went there today I wasn't 100% sure and I'm so scared as I don't think I ever will be. I can change my mind at any time up till sunday. I'm am so scared to go through with it. Its like living a nightmare.<br><br>What makes it worse is that my mam is against it and says she'll still be there but all she did today was cry, we got back and she doesn't talk to me and she cries alot. It makes me feel like sh*t and hurts me as well, so on top of everything else I just feel like curling up and dying right now!. The only person there for me that means alot to me is Angelus, he's trying really hard and I love him more for that. <p><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.eternal-anubis.com/Images/Unicorn4.JPG" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br>"I'm an angel, honest! The horns are just there to keep the halo straight"<br></p><i></i>

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#60 Post by Cain Aleksandrovich » Wed Mar 17, 2004 6:44 pm

Though I myself would have gone through the pregnancy or urged the woman to if it had been me, I don't know how it is, so I can't totally say that, and don't let anyone judge you... With that I'd like to say that if you just need to rant to just some unknown, drop me a line at my EZBoards account or my aol<br>Zheka4him@aol.com<br><br><br>WE'RE WITH YOU VAMP <p></p><i></i>

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#61 Post by Spikey » Wed Mar 17, 2004 9:48 pm

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Re: The little Miracle

#62 Post by VampD3 » Fri Mar 19, 2004 10:19 pm

Well guys after a long dilebration Angelus and I have decided to KEEP the baby!!!<br><br>I decided this after going to the doctor, when he said "ok I will give you the tablet" I panicked and realised I wasnt 100% sure, I have until Sunday before I take the pill but after that we thought a lot more and decided that we were scared of having a baby right now but that we really did want it. <br><br>And as soon as that decision was made I felt alot happier and even excited and cant stop smiling <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :D --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... /happy.gif ALT=":D"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <br><br>I know its a big thing and thats mainly what was putting me off in the first place but after that day at the doctors none of my worries I originally had about having the baby seem to matter as much and I realised I couldnt let it go.<br><br>Thanks for all your continued support its really appreciated and helpful.<br><br>I have another ultrasound on the 1st of April so hopefully I can see whether its a boy or girl!<br><br>BTW like my sig?? <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START ;) --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... s/wink.gif ALT=";)"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :b --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... tongue.gif ALT=":b"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <p><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.eternal-anubis.com/Images/Unicorn4.JPG" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://preg.fertilityfriend.com/pregtic ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br>"I'm an angel, honest! The horns are just there to keep the halo straight"<br><br></p><i></i>

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Re: Little Miracle

#63 Post by Angelus3K » Fri Mar 19, 2004 10:20 pm

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Re: The little Miracle

#64 Post by Meerbat » Fri Mar 19, 2004 10:34 pm

Congratulations to both of you, Vamp and Angelus!<br>The fact that you feel so good after your decision clearly shows that it was the right for you!<br>I am sure you will be very loving parents and raise a great kid that will grow up to become a wonderful person.<br> <p></p><i></i>

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#65 Post by Snarky » Fri Mar 19, 2004 10:35 pm

Hey, I guess that clears the way for<br><br><!--EZCODE FONT START--><span style="color:maroon;font-size:xx-large;"><!--EZCODE BOLD START--><strong>CONGRATULATIONS!</strong><!--EZCODE BOLD END--></span><!--EZCODE FONT END--><br><br>From your evident happiness with the decision, it sounds like you did find out what you really wanted, and aren't just buckling to the pressure from others. That's great! It's not a right choice if it's not what you wish.<br><br>Though if you expect to avoid the pain of an abortion this way, just wait 213 days and see what you think then. <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :lol --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... /laugh.gif ALT=":lol"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <br><br><!--EZCODE BOLD START--><strong>Edit:</strong><!--EZCODE BOLD END--> Beaten to it... <p><!--EZCODE CENTER START--><div style="text-align:center"><!--EZCODE HR START--><hr /><!--EZCODE HR END--><br><!--EZCODE FONT START--><span style="font-size:xx-small;">Yeah, well, that's just, like, your opinion, man.</span><!--EZCODE FONT END--></div><!--EZCODE CENTER END--></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://pub57.ezboard.com/broyalquestfor ... >Snarky</A> at: 3/19/04 4:36 pm<br></i>

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#66 Post by VampD3 » Fri Mar 19, 2004 10:44 pm

Thanks guys!!! <br><br>I really do think I made the right decision as as soon as I made it I just felt so happy!!! I really didn't think I could come to a choice.<br><br>But thanks guys, and don't worry I won't be posting loads of baby things and turn it into a baby forum lol Just the ultrasound pics I get <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START ;) --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... s/wink.gif ALT=";)"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <br><br> <p><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.eternal-anubis.com/Images/Unicorn4.JPG" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://preg.fertilityfriend.com/pregtic ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br>"I'm an angel, honest! The horns are just there to keep the halo straight" <!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.eternal-anubis.com/Images/oo ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br></p><i></i>

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Re: The little Miracle

#67 Post by Erpy » Fri Mar 19, 2004 10:45 pm

I'm glad you managed to put the bits and pieces in order and I trust you'll be able to handle things without too much additional stress. So what exactly was it that tipped the scales? Something concrete, or more a feeling?<br><br>Anyway, if it's official, then I finally get to officially congratulate you. CONGRATULATIONS and good luck. <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :) --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... /smile.gif ALT=":)"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://httpd.chello.nl/c.vanempel/Nashn ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--> <p></p><i>Edited by: <A HREF=http://pub57.ezboard.com/broyalquestfor ... py>Erpy</A>  <IMG HEIGHT=10 WIDTH=10 SRC="http://members.chello.nl/c.vanempel/icon.jpg" BORDER=0> at: 3/19/04 4:46 pm<br></i>

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#68 Post by Re: The little Miracle » Fri Mar 19, 2004 11:53 pm

Well the thing that changed my mind the most was when I went to the abortion clinic and the doctor said I could have the pill I thought he meant there and then and I panicked and thought about saying things like "not yet" and " I need to think about it" and I relised I couldn't go through with it and that I made a wrong choice of getting rid of it.<br><br>All the points I had worried about in keeping the baby didn't seem to matter as much anymore and I felt alot happier in myself as well.<br><br>We are both happy and excited. Just got to get past the 12 week mark now though.<br><br>Thanks alot guys!!!! <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :) --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... /smile.gif ALT=":)"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <p><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.eternal-anubis.com/Images/Unicorn4.JPG" style="border:0;"/><!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://preg.fertilityfriend.com/pregtic ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br>"I'm an angel, honest! The horns are just there to keep the halo straight" <!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.eternal-anubis.com/Images/oo ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><br></p><i></i>

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#69 Post by The Knight » Sat Mar 20, 2004 12:53 am

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#70 Post by Pidgeot » Sat Mar 20, 2004 3:35 am

Congratulations to both of you. I am sure you'll make great parents.<br><br><braining>It's kinda strange... Feels like it's been months since I was in here last... Yet it's only about a week... Still, so much appears to have happened during my absence...</braining><br><br>Anyway, be sure to keep us posted. We wanna know how it's doing <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :) --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... /smile.gif ALT=":)"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <br><br>Something tells me that this kid just might end up as our youngest poster ever <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :p --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... tongue.gif ALT=":p"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <p>Pidgeot<br>-----<br><!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em>Every error you find is the last one.</em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END--></p><i></i>

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#71 Post by Charlemagne » Sat Mar 20, 2004 3:39 am

There's not much more I could add to this discussion except to offer my congratulations also. Good luck! <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START :D --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... /happy.gif ALT=":D"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <p>****<br><!--EZCODE ITALIC START--><em>Et in Arcadia Ego.</em><!--EZCODE ITALIC END--></p><i></i>

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#72 Post by Vildern » Sat Mar 20, 2004 4:07 am

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#73 Post by Spikey » Sat Mar 20, 2004 4:36 am

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#74 Post by navynuke04 » Sat Mar 20, 2004 9:18 am

That's awesome news guys! I'm glad you've come to a decision that you're happy with. As everyone else has said, be sure to keep us up to date with everything that's going on! <p></p><i></i>

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Re: Congratulations.........................................

#75 Post by Kurdt » Sat Mar 20, 2004 1:46 pm

Sweet Hey-Zeus Christo! I read through the past two days posts all at once, and the range of emotion was just incredible!<br><br>Well, I don't know what to say that really hasn't already been said. Heh, I just got back from the hospital today after having surgery on my foot to get some sort of infections cut out that I picked up in my wonderful dorm. I came home, passed out, watched my sis open her presents (it's her B-day), ate dinner at Escalante's Tex-Mex with my family and saw my cousin's little kid, and then came home again to pass out. Through the whole of it, I've just felt so isolated and alone, a feeling that I've had in the pit of my stomach for a long time now. I figured the problems in my life are insurmountable.<br><br>And then I came here. I read the posts on this thread, and I realized that, somewhere in the world, there is a hope. Somewhere there are people who love each other a lot and whose problems make mine seem like selfish wants. And yet they've come to terms with the problems and have turned it into their greatest joys. I look at this miracle and the love that goes into it and I think...I hope...that someday I will find happiness again, that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I still feel utterly alone, isolated, and unable to find any sort of crutch to lean on, but I know that somewhere there is hope.<br><br>Today I also found out that an ex-boyfriend of one of my good friends committed suicide a day or so ago. They had only been broken up about a week and they seemed to still be friends, and he seemed okay with it. Supposedly, there was more going into his wrong decision. Still, my friend's really broken up about it...and now here we are, as one story ends, another begins. I found out about a life ending today, and scant hours later I found out about another one beginning. This alone makes me take heart in the fact that, despite all the wrongs and sorrows of our universe, there are equal amounts of rights and joys. I think of all this throughout the world and some semblance of a smile passes through this broken face of mine.<br><br>But enough preaching, I'm just bringing everybody down. Mariachi, find me a tap. You and I are gettin' s*it canned for two now! It's time to celebrate!!! AGDI is birthin' a baby!!!...vicariously through Vamp, that is.<br><br>And remember, Kurt is a really good guy's name. Think about it. <!--EZCODE EMOTICON START ;) --><img src=http://www.ezboard.com/intl/aenglish/im ... s/wink.gif ALT=";)"><!--EZCODE EMOTICON END--> <p>-----------------------<br>CrisS<br>Writer/PR Assistant<br>King's Quest IX: Every Cloak Has A Silver Lining<br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://www.kq9.org">www.kq9.org</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--><br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.sighost.us/members/thelongwa ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://www.freewebs.com/thelongwayhome">Have you ever loved someone so completely that the mere thought of letting them go made the pain too much to bear? Imagine what would happen if you truly did lose that person...what would you do then?</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--><br><br><!--EZCODE IMAGE START--><img src="http://www.howtobeahero.com/images/type ... <!--EZCODE IMAGE END--><br><!--EZCODE LINK START--><a href="http://www.howtobeahero.com">Be a Hero.</a><!--EZCODE LINK END--></p><i></i>

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