*sigh* i'm in love.

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Steffi Evenstar · #1 Post by **Steffi Evenstar** » Sun Jan 02, 2005 8:16 pm

Hello from beautiful Pasadena, California. I never want to leave. For several reasons. Here's the big one ....

As a lot of you know, I was going to meet a long time internet friend of mine while I was here. He and I have been internet friends for close to 7 years now, and in the past year, I have developed really strong feelings for him. I had no clue how he felt, and often had to struggle to keep from telling.

He came to Pasadena yesterday, and we went and got dinner, and then wandered around the city. Pasadena is beautiful, I definetly wouldn't mind living here.

Then, we went back to my room. (Don't worry, this is G rated.) He was lying on my bed half asleep, and I laid down next to him, and we were just talking, having pillow fights, etc. Then, at one point, I hugged him, and told him I was glad he was there. He put his arm around me, pulled me close, and said he was glad he came, he'd do anything for those he loves. We ended up just cuddling there for 2 hours, before his mom called, going berserk and pretty much telling him he had to go home. So, I walked him out to his car, and as we hugged, I looked at him and said, "I really want to kiss you." We kissed, which turned out to be his first kiss (awww!), and as he got into his car, we just couldn't let go of each other's hand. He told me he wanted to take me back with him, but we both knew that couldn't happen. We kissed again, and then he drove off into the night.

*sigh* I'm in love, I really am. I don't know what's going to happen next .... but I'm in love. le sigh.

#2 Post by **Erpy** » Sun Jan 02, 2005 8:30 pm

I think a big "awwwwwwwwww" is the most appropriate reaction here.

Vildern · #3 Post by **Vildern** » Sun Jan 02, 2005 8:58 pm

It's beautiful, isn't it? :) I'm happy for you.

(G rated? what's that?)

Broomie · #4 Post by **Broomie** » Sun Jan 02, 2005 9:16 pm

Let's just say if it was R Rated they'd probably be naked.

Angelus3K · #5 Post by **Angelus3K** » Sun Jan 02, 2005 9:21 pm

Steffi thats amazing!!

Don't let go of it! Whatever you do!

Alias · #6 Post by **Alias** » Sun Jan 02, 2005 9:44 pm

AWWW! Great to hear. ;)

FatherGhostface · #7 Post by **FatherGhostface** » Sun Jan 02, 2005 10:03 pm

Love! Love disgusts me! But if it makes you feel better,.......yay

Blackthorne519 · #8 Post by **Blackthorne519** » Sun Jan 02, 2005 10:50 pm

That's so cute, it makes me wanna puke.

Then again, all my friends say my girlfriend and I are so cute, we make everyone puke.

I'm so pissed at myself. I became that guy.

ANYWAY,

Steffi, have a great time in Cali - and I think that it's great you finally met him! Tell me all about the trip later!

Bt

Klytos · #9 Post by **Klytos** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 12:48 am

awwwwwwwwwwwwww how cute.

Skyshark · #10 Post by **Skyshark** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 7:02 am

......awwwwwwww.

Swift · #11 Post by **Swift** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 10:17 am

That's pretty sweet. I wish you best of luck in your new relationship.

VampD3 · #12 Post by **VampD3** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 10:32 am

Thats great Steffi!!!

Its great when you get that feeling!!! Hope it goes well, whats the next step? ;)

Spikey · #13 Post by **Spikey** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 10:36 am

Steffi, you sound like the worst Celine Dion song. :p
I'm jealous.

Alias · #14 Post by **Alias** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 10:57 am

How old is he?

Jafar · #15 Post by **Jafar** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 1:31 pm

Awww....that's good to hear.

Renodox · #16 Post by **Renodox** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 4:54 pm

Sick.

But then, I've never understood it myself. If you like it more power to you.

Broomie · #17 Post by **Broomie** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 5:01 pm

Poor Renadox, I just... don't understand you.

#18 Post by **Erpy** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 5:03 pm

Not this discussion again. Please?

MusicallyInspired · #19 Post by **MusicallyInspired** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 7:35 pm

Congrats, Steffi! Wish you the best!

Senor Matt · #20 Post by **Senor Matt** » Mon Jan 03, 2005 11:37 pm

WOOHOO!!! Go Steffi!!!

It's great to see a little happiness on this forum instead of the usual gloom and depression. (not naming any names)

Steffi Evenstar · #21 Post by **Steffi Evenstar** » Tue Jan 04, 2005 3:13 am

How old is he?

23. he's a skinny computer geek who loves Lord of the Rings and Star Wars .... definetly a dork. yet, i find that highly appealing. go figure.

Boogeyman · #22 Post by **Boogeyman** » Tue Jan 04, 2005 7:10 am

I also like Lord of the Rings, but my love for Star Wars has gone down since LucasArts became corrupt. I will always like the original trilogy, though.

BTW, I also live in California!

Blackthorne519 · #23 Post by **Blackthorne519** » Tue Jan 04, 2005 10:14 pm

Boogeyman wrote:I also like Lord of the Rings, but my love for Star Wars has gone down since LucasArts became corrupt. I will always like the original trilogy, though.

BTW, I also live in California!

Yes, I too hate LucasArts. Their Star Wars movies suck.

However, I'll always love LucasFilm's Star Wars movies. They kick ass.

Bt

#24 Post by **navynuke04** » Tue Jan 04, 2005 10:35 pm

Steffi Evenstar wrote:
How old is he?
23. he's a skinny computer geek who loves Lord of the Rings and Star Wars .... definetly a dork. yet, i find that highly appealing. go figure.

*Wonders how many skinny computer geeks that are in their 20's are reading this...* ;)

Boogeyman · #25 Post by **Boogeyman** » Tue Jan 04, 2005 11:46 pm

I suppose that I could relate! Right now though, I could sure use some help adding a pict to my sig! Also, I wish to get at SBCGlobal as these viruses that I have been getting lately are too much! I intend to go to Hawaii for my 21st birthday this year, but I can't if I would lose my E-Mail account while I am away!

sigh i'm in love.

sigh i'm in love.

BlecBluck!